Anticipating The Workings Of God

i have hope god, it is you. my hope is that everlasting life. its you. i have it. joys a bit trickier. i have some and i have it, but do i really? many things bring me joy, god you included. but some joy that i do want is a family. and i trust you will provide. but god may i value the joy of my lord more. peace...i dont have peace that often. but you are that perfect peace. and i want that. and you promise that it can be had. so god give me that perfect peace. it is amazing and i want it more. and it is you. so i guess that means i want you.