whats your name? my name is dusty. and what is your name? (everlasting father) why do you want to know my name? why do i? so i can know you. but cant i do that without knowing your name? surely it is possible. so i can know who seeks after me. to KNOW who cares for me. was he god? was god defeated by a man? was he an angel? perhaps. he was a man, a vessel. an instrument of god. i am jacob. making plans to the future but letting others take them while i stay back.
wanting desperately to know more of god, i think ive made that clear as my purpose. god here is my pvhj - let me not be concerned with the fact that someone reads this. i am praying to you. to talk with you, not to impress others or look good. i want to learn about you. anything. your character, plan, love, nickname, birthday, favorite song, lord i want to know you more, may you lead me to you. reveal your secrets and all your mysteries. dont allow me to look for you in only one place. everywhere i look lord show me yourself. in a bush, at work, your word. god may i be strengthened to look for you, to pray without ceasing. to be a constant offering. amen.
its scary. to desire to be: in love, a father, a student. i want it to feel right. i want to feel normal, supported
comforted
normal
supported
comforted
i rest in these
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