God Encounters

god, the past 6 days. you have we have encountered. to sit and revel is almost asking to little of me. lord i want to share. ive tried to share. ive been afraid to share. but you have shared with me none the less. shared your love. shared your hope. shared your strength. and i say thankya. god you have spoken to me and wow. why have i missed this! what did i value more than time with you. sure its distinct everytime but its amazing. to find you and search you out and find you waiting for me. with love and wisdom on your tongue. thank you for the encouragement to start this journey. and whoah! it looks so far away. the finsh. but god one year is not the end. this isnt even the beginning. i thank you for reaching out to me and pulling me close to hear you. to hear you speak to me of rest. forgiveness. encouragement. yourself. of struggling to see you and hear you. to move beyond the hurts from others and to reach to them in love. to accept you provision. to SEE your provision. to overflow with your provision. god as i dip back into your word may you continue to speal and i continue to hear. may you lead me and teach me how to go about all of this. thank you for goving me the hope to experiment. lets work it out. lets find and record some results.
oh god may i know who speaks to me. may i be cautious and wise in what i believe. may i not be decieved and should i may i be strengthened to give you testimony. what i kow. what i did. and i may i be forward. no excuses. just own up to it.
lord may we wrestle. may we struggle. i dare not challenge you but i know we will come against. but god let us struggle. some tings will be easy. but when theyre not i dont want to give up. i want to fight through and OVERCOME. i want victory. and with you god lies the victory. you have won me over. i have seen your face and lived. let us continue to live.
ka. ka like the wind. god let us not think in terms of karma. or fate but as your plans, intentions and faith. god you work all things for my good. let me not distress in times of hardship but to walk in the great path that you will bring me through. you forgive and have given me a heart to match yours. though i pray i never have to decieve my brothers in need but to welcome them in blessing. god what happened in egypt. if there was famine and was ther oppression? joseph was over pharoah and he blessed israel then how does this love and mercy turn to slavery and oppression? that your people cry out and you hear?
and god you even reveal your plan to moses. god that pharoah would not relent so that all may see your power and strength and your purpose in this all. the exodus. my exodus. god who must i stand against for your glory and liberation? and nay i boldly stand.
god thank you for your provision. not too much not too little. may i obey your commandments and recieve your mana (what is it? provision) may i save some and place it in testimony for generations to see. to be encouraged. god are you speaking to me about a sort of time capsule for the youth? to give testimony of your provision and later show it to future generations? god i ask for clarity int his. how can we encourage with this mana? just hold onto it. remember it. share it.
god not that i need to know but am curious. why chisel the tablets and take them into your glory? just wondering. wonders to be done the likes have never been seen. lord have mercy on who you will have mercy and compassion on who you wil have compassion. that is you god. merciful and compassionate. thank you for that. for who you are.
thank you for these encounters. again i am amazied at how you use the same words (and then some) and speak more to me. to me. god lets continue. i still am longing to hear you. lets keep doing this. and then some. i will lift my eyes to you. thank you for being there. here. tomorrow. i am in love. amen