why should i hide from god if i know whats going on? why would i hide from god if i didnt know what was going on? sometimes i do. sometimes i say god you know whats what and i dontand i have faith to walk with you. your plan in the garden. your garden. entrusted to man (me). disobedient.
your plan in my life. entrusted to me. disobedient? maybe. do i know your plan? am i ignoring it? am i imagining it? am i scared? yes! scared to act. to seek. to step towards a youth pastor job. school? career!? location? in this knowledge (or lack of) i hide. i hear this lie, "thats not the plan for you"
comforted. to not be critical or condemning. maybe if adam became "like god" he was in a different plane of existance that he (god) was no longer sole overseer and therefore did not have the knowledge of where adam was. more practically he called out to adam the same he calls to us. to extend his love to us. to put pride aside (for surely we wont) and to offer to begin the healing process. i am most tempted to hide....when im upset with my dad (when im not respectfull of him) and when i am attacked (spiritually) concerning myself and rebekah. i am tempted to hide in alcohol and smoking. do i? not really but the thoughts scare me.
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