Don't Forget

i forget who god is and what he does for me when...things dont happen as i think they should. i get hurt that i dont get my way and focus on negatives instead of trying to see god in it. for i would know he is doing it purposefully for me. and i can look back and see it now. but in those times i didnt consider god at all. not trusting in his sovreignty. just the other day god i saw you at work with that desk. while i was upset aboutwhere someone had put it (the worng place and under several heavy boxes) you had mike there to help me move everything around cause later when i needed that desk there was no one around to help me. but i didnt need the help cause you had arranged it so the box was already set aside. i was and still am grateful for that god. and god when you were at work displacing me with school and family that was like the best thing youve ever done for me. putting me in a new and hard place to be where i had nothing and no one but you. you put me where i needed to be with those appointed people to build me up to make me who i am now. thank you couldnt say enough. god the lamb. i choose the lamb. almost jokingly i began reffering to it was the lamb as a "symbol" but lord thats what i choose it to be now. not an idol but a reminder of jesus the lamb that was slain for my sin. a symbol of your faithfulness to me that you will conintue to be that for me. and areminder of your blessings.
a number of people were unclean because of A dead body. you sly boots. it seemed bad to the israelites that they could not celebrate the passover. but you were at work to make a way that they still could celebrate. at the lords command they set out. and at the lords command they encamped. let it be so.