Thursday, April 9, 2009

God Feels The Pain

i dont know who i am but all i can hear is screaming. i guess that just makes me a civilian. not hearing gods words of discipline just death and screaming and i dont know why. theres prayer too. for deliverance, safety, mercy, why is this happeneing! and at suppertime it stops. well what would have been supper time. ive been cowering all day that no food has been prepared. the streets are croded with dead and inquiring neighbors. rumor spreads that gods punishment is being served. what did we do? where is our sin? pray! david pray for us. ask for mercy. ask god to stop. and he does! praise god you have removed your hand from against us. let us offer sacrifices and peace offereings. i did not see gods interaction with the angel. such an awesome sight surely would have ruined me. but i dont imagine it being an elaborate event. the angel turns its ear to god. god syas i have seen their pain and fear, sheath your sword and be done. and he was. but just the idea that god felt my pain. my fear. and took mercy. god you are goodto me. thank you for your mercy and love.
david, you knew what you did and you went straight ot god. and really, whats 70,000 people when you just counted over a million warriors. but everyone of your subjects holds value like we do to god. and that god would not want to bring about disaster on his people. such lover. thank you fod that you dont want anything to bring harm upon me, not even of your own work. and david you knew how to do it too. you would not sacrifice something you didnt pay for. cause thats not realy a sacrifice. god let me be strengthened and encouraged bu this example to keep short accounts with you. to speak with you about how i feel and to give you proper sacrifice, worship, and praise.

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