God Encounters

so i did this in the care while i was driving home. just thinking. and without notes so i covered what i could remember. but i dont know. this supposed time for rest usually turns into a massive amount of work and i dont know if i like it. sometimes i really do like to just praise god for all he spoke to me but sometimes its just tedious and annoying and lengthy and i just want to relax. this marked the end of the 7th week and i still havent figured it all out. yeah ive taken the easy way out a few times but im aloud to. right? who made these rules? except i dont even really have rules for this it just kinda happened. so im going with the spirit and trying to keep that up. its been hard recently but i want it to be good again. its been awesome. its been annoying. its been blessing. its been encouraging. its been life changing. so i want to continue to seek god in this way. and it blows me away that for 50 days straight ive read the bible and thought about it and prayed. and its been reflected in my life. so god you are good and amazing and i thank you for all your blessings.