Is God Enough?

sometimes i do want to be like others, and thats strange. but i dont think im ever confronted to make changes. whether i believe them to be wrong or not im just not told to change by anyone. so that means i most resemble the israelites wanting a king.
i want to be like____. nick/brandon/me. that cheats me out of what god wants for me because...well does it? i mean i still want to be me. but with parts from other people. yes it does cheat me. god wants me to be dusty. plain and simple. now i may have a little nick or brandon in me but i am called to be dusty. 100% me. if im trying to be womewhat not myself that is rejecting god and i woudl disqualify myself. i do trust god to give me what i need. thats how i live. god you are my provider. its not odd and its not compared to other peoples lives. we all know and accept that we are called to an individual level. so our concern is not with others but with myself.
whats teh advantage of trusting you more in those things? frustrated by wanted to be like others? i dont think i am. my frustration lies in not having what they have. not wanting to be like them. so what is it i want. acceptance, trust, faith, something figured out. trusting you in these is advantageous because i would have them. where they count. in you.