God Encounters

god thank you for giving me this rest today. or did i just take it? either way im grateful to slow down today and chill. and i lord i dont want to just rest. i want to rest in you. so im going to spend some time in our talks and your word and in your spirit.
passion god. i want to keep this passion for you. and to be passionate. and i will serve you. this shall be a witness god.
and god i dont want to take your credit. i want ti give it all to you. so maybe i can say thank you when im encouraged after teaching (cause im not being praised, but encouraged) and then give it back to you. to say good word god. i liked it. thank you for sharing with us. and as for my giant tasks. how i fail again! if i want healing then why did i treat my mom how i did. lord forgive me for bieing the jerk that i was friday. i dont even want to make excuses to qualify my behavior. i was rude and im sorry. so please help me to better conduct myslef and better love.
and such an experiance it has been to really read your word. to be confronted by it and to talk about it or actually i was arguing. but to come to an understanding with you. to know you more and your heart and intentions. it was a cool example to see conversation between you and your peopleand yes we act follishly but you kinda have that effect on people. so forgive me for times ive tested your word without belief that it was you. and god may you continue to work in my dad and christy. and give me words if i need them and understanding and forgiveness and love. god i just want your will here and limited resistance to it.
god the part abour samson was awesome. just to read your word. try to interpret it. ask for clarity and look to your word for understanding and then to talk to alan and jen about it the next day. that was way cool. its jsut awesome how your word is living. that at camp it said something different. but thursday your same word spoke differently. god may i keep encouraged to share your words to me with others and to conversate about it. to ask what they think. to ask what you think. i really enjoyed that and know thats how you want us to live and talk with each other.
and the story of ruth was a good one too. to see such good characters. boaz, ruth, and naomi. and how god you were in all of them. ready to serve and full of love. and just an example of how to go about business. to do it right the first time. dont cut corners. and not decieveing anyone. giving full understanding being willing in whatever happens. and just your word through it was to welcome people. so god may i be more inviting and loving towards people.
and god may i know your voice better. and to practice listening. well i guess not practice but to make it a better practice in my life. and god i do feel bad for just epicly failing last night. couldnt keep my head clear or conscious. but it happens. its the thought that counts. i do want to open my ears to you. and they are but to purpose time to just listening for you. so god i will try again.
and god ezekiel seems like it will be a fun book. i like your persistant do not be afraid and whether they listen or fail to. i just like you saying dont be concerned aside from serving me. and to see ezekials honesty is cool too. relatable i guess is why. he says he went in biutterness and with anger in his spirit. and he was overwhelmed. thats cool to see such honesty in your hand. so god continueing through this book speak to me and give me your words to share.