Preoccupations

his preoccupations blinded him. through that we can see that he just wants to be important. he is concerned with only making a better name for himself. the past 24 hours i have been preoccupied with thoughts of a girl, wanting to sleep, and fears of inadequecy. what does that say about me? that ive had a hard day! its all circumstantial. but thats the point of this. that if my concerns were for god i wouldnt be in this boat. i would like to be preoccupied with serving god. i want that to be my focus righ tnow. (especially now!) "set your minds on things above" yes god let that be my concern. let that defend me against these attacks. help me to find me where you want me.