God Gives, God Takes

i wouldnt say god was bartering with satan with jobs like. he said hey, did you see my buddy job. i know him and his heart and he is a good man. what? you doubt he loves me, you may try to prove that. for me to say those words and really mean it all of my value would have to be in god. cause i can say that but only mean it so much right now. i do understand to a limit. but i think somewhere (probably not far) down the road of losing everything i would stop praising god. for the most part it aint no deal for me to lose something. comcis for example. sure i liked them. but i am not blessed to afford them and im ok with that. i would like to get them but hey its nothing. the lord gives, the lord takes. good took my comic money and gave me money to buy a car. if god took something from me without explanation i think i would be fine. ive been working on trusting god and hes blessed me through that. it wouldnt be all smiles but i think my progress would be: why did you take that? im sure you have a reason and a blessing so what is it? no...okay i trust you god. and then ide keep looking for what god is doing for me. yep i think i would be ok and trusting if god took something away from me.