my reactions to the isrealites is yeah right! sure. you say that now. how could you say that knowing how youve already done this same thing a few times and still forsaken god or knowing what he will ask of you. but this reaction is based on knowledge i have that they wont stay commited like they say they want to. i do relate to them in both desire and failure. nevermore have i wanted god than i do presently. yet i know ive failed beforeand fallen short of my desires. but my faith is that gods spirit has begun a work in me and I WILL see it finished. my desire is that god will cahnge my heart which in its "nature" is inconsistant. it beats constantly, its rate increase, it murmurs, it fails, it stops, it gets started again, it beats irregularly. im sure times have passed over the heart being the metaphorical essance of man. but that clearly depicts my walk. and im scared because of that. i want to take care of my heart. to have a strong heart. fullfilling its purpose in its utmost capacity. god from my birth i have lived the same life as an israelite but your son made a way for me to be transformed. and i am. but i dont want to change back. only forward. upgrades. i will not forsake you. let my yes be my yes and my no be my no. to all else i have exacted let it have my no. and god you recieve my yes and my worship.
it as intense. their passion stood out. mine too. i want to keep that. while the evidence points towards such fickleness and its been proven the zeal and passion has been proven as well. god i feel you leading me to keep such passion in my head, heart, and mouth. and what brought it on? nothing but faith. may i keep the faith!
when i look at my history and you god how could i not have passion for you! and i like that seeing before the common part of the verse. worship this or worship that but as for me, i will serve the lord. and too god the witness. we are witnesses against ourselves and so to is your land. (or stone) god it has heard all of your words to me and will not stand in my defense if i am untrue to you.
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