the rains filled the pit just really hit me. its the oh thats how thing could get worse moment. and you came close when i called out. what more could anyone ever ask for than for you to draw near. even when life is at its hardest and you draw near, that is enough! to have your comfort and love.
i call out to god mostly out of selfishness. to hear or have what i want when. other times i just cry out for god. saying god i want to be with you! hear my voice, see my soul, restore me to you. or just be with me god. and yeah sometimes i just dont call out. i just dont want to try. or rarely i just want to sink deeper into the pit. and ive totally sensed the closeness of god. describing is hard because i just know and its not always the same. maybe i just feel his peace or joy or i see him (his evidence) in my surroundings. or i just have his love and blessing pouring over and out of me. i can just sense and feel what is not experienced by human hands alone.
About Me
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- living this life has brought me places. most recently it has brought me here. to seek god and to record this journey. as an encouragement to myself and maybe others. at the age of 22 im looking. for what? maybe ill know when i see it. just to live currently and to be sensitive to the spirit. i am trying to place all my faith in god for everything. i neednt worry about such things as my career and future relationships. my faith is in god and his purpose for me. Galations 5:16 says live by the spirit and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. that is where i am right now. seeking the spirit and walking in it
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